I don’t know what it was but I didn’t get any sleep last night. It could have been from the lack of my drug use; since my body isn’t used to being completely sober, however, it feels good to be sober. So now I am writing this at 7:40 am. I can see the sunrise. It’s a new day — a new day of sobriety.
So I just came back from my first NA meeting, and to be honest, I really enjoyed it. Getting the chance to relate to other people with drug addictions felt comforting. I can’t wait to go to the Cocaine Anonymous meeting this friday.
Currently, I’m on my first day of sobriety. It feels good, but it is also hard having that temptation in my head to use. However, I’m trying to get better. I’m going to an NA meeting tonight and a CA (cocaine anonymous) meeting on friday. I hope these meetings will help me out with my situation. I will continue to stay sober because even though the drugs helped me, they also destructed me. This will be a journey.
Why deal with the stressors of life when you can just take a drug. This was my mentality this past quarter. Hopefully I can think differently next quarter.